Something has been bothering me for quite some time. I have a decision to make. To decide whether i should go cambridge to do my PHD. It is kinda scary for a girl, to go there all alone, i know it will be an opportunity and an experience worth the risk, but I am still scare. I dont know, what if i am not independant enough, what if I cannot fit into the culture, what if I fall sick and i am all alone, what if i cannot make it. Oh dear... this is tough, I am goin to just apply for AGS and let fate decide if it is meant to be, I will get the scholarship and persue my PHD at cambridge.